Wednesday, March 09, 2005
Today was pretty stupid I’ll say… Went to school and saw da usual bunch wasn’t at out usual place so I sorta panicked, cudn’t believe I was da only one who came to sch today! Thank goodness, I saw Joyce, was with her awhile till that Chinese 4.6 gal frm sacss came up to us and wondered why no one was here… Well, I stayed till we had to assemble into the quadrangle, n to my horror! There were only three of us from our class who came to school today! And I finally say ZW and Michelle in their science class, n boi was I relieved to know I wasn’t alone! Only Christina, da Indian guy n me came for class and we were just talking about our O’s with Mrs. Tok. Was pretty interesting, she heard I was going to ACJC, and god knows from whom… Lolz, da day I step into that school…!
So I was msgin Zhong da whole time I was in homeroom, before any of my classes started, askin her when she was goin to leave, I’ll juz tag along… So we were planning to meet in canteen and ran, so funni! But I had news from my form cher da door might me looked after for late comers this earli in the morn, so we planned da gals toilet… Hehehz… But actuali, we just pretended we handed up the withdrawal form and just left sch strollin out… Pearline and Michelle were also with us, and since it was so earli, we just planned to head to Orchard and have breakfast. Since stupid ZW wanted Macs, we split, da other two went to coffee bean while she led me to da one nearest to da station… Darn! I’m almost 17 and I still dono my way around Orchard…! Well, can’t be bothered, I always have some “guide”. Had quite a big breakfast, then headed ova to Zach’s place…
Spent da whole afternoon just watchin him play his comp and da guitar… then we watched tv… with his mum and bro… Hmm, was alright… he did da usual criticizing, da insults, and da next min, he can just hold and kiss me… I have no idea to feel hapi or sad… well, disappointed overall… but I should’ve known beta, I’ll stick to it and not waver then, since I picked knowin full impacts and consequences. Ppl say you can tell how a man is gonna treat his wife by treating his mother, well… I’m pretty scared after what I saw…
So I was msgin Zhong da whole time I was in homeroom, before any of my classes started, askin her when she was goin to leave, I’ll juz tag along… So we were planning to meet in canteen and ran, so funni! But I had news from my form cher da door might me looked after for late comers this earli in the morn, so we planned da gals toilet… Hehehz… But actuali, we just pretended we handed up the withdrawal form and just left sch strollin out… Pearline and Michelle were also with us, and since it was so earli, we just planned to head to Orchard and have breakfast. Since stupid ZW wanted Macs, we split, da other two went to coffee bean while she led me to da one nearest to da station… Darn! I’m almost 17 and I still dono my way around Orchard…! Well, can’t be bothered, I always have some “guide”. Had quite a big breakfast, then headed ova to Zach’s place…
Spent da whole afternoon just watchin him play his comp and da guitar… then we watched tv… with his mum and bro… Hmm, was alright… he did da usual criticizing, da insults, and da next min, he can just hold and kiss me… I have no idea to feel hapi or sad… well, disappointed overall… but I should’ve known beta, I’ll stick to it and not waver then, since I picked knowin full impacts and consequences. Ppl say you can tell how a man is gonna treat his wife by treating his mother, well… I’m pretty scared after what I saw…
Friday, March 04, 2005
Went out to finally register myself for the exam… Eck, on da last day somor… Lolz... I seriously hope I can manage everything and do well as well… Or I’ll be so paiseh! Well, it’ll be comin out of my savings even if I don’t, so shaucks! I beta put some effort sia! Not gonna get the laptop I was promised, why am I not surprise… But nonetheless, I’m still gonna get the reward in cash! *grinz grinz!* Won’t know what to do with the laptop anyway, can’t fit in da toilet bowl… Hehehz… Still, Unc still say should get a desktop n save da rest of da cash… Which I after sometime, found out it was da normal kind of pc on da table with cpu n all… I guess dilbert was right to call me a country pumpkin in Sec 2, hehe, I couldn’t find da monitor button! And I still say it aint my fault coz it was hidin’ behind da keyboard! *Neh!*
Sighz, I knew my mum would make use of me… I had to baby-sit da two J’s while she was at the docs. Man, it sure ain’t a hell of a party… Jul was having a veri, veri runny nose! N since she’s 2 and plays with da tissue instead of usin it, I had to keep a spare in my hand… It looks as if she had a fever… she wasn’t her usual rascal self and her head was hot! Just made me set up da notebook for him to play games then change his mind 15 mins later to play trains… Darn, someone should teach him how to pack his stuff! Blardi spoilt brat la he! Least mum takes care of it… It’s good to have such a strict mum sometimes…
Seriously… Love’s a pain in da rear… Ignorance is bliss… N da forbidden fruits are always a tad much sweeter… Anyone wants a bite?! It’ll do nothin’ but make you pay a price… Attractive isn’t it?!
Sighz, I knew my mum would make use of me… I had to baby-sit da two J’s while she was at the docs. Man, it sure ain’t a hell of a party… Jul was having a veri, veri runny nose! N since she’s 2 and plays with da tissue instead of usin it, I had to keep a spare in my hand… It looks as if she had a fever… she wasn’t her usual rascal self and her head was hot! Just made me set up da notebook for him to play games then change his mind 15 mins later to play trains… Darn, someone should teach him how to pack his stuff! Blardi spoilt brat la he! Least mum takes care of it… It’s good to have such a strict mum sometimes…
Seriously… Love’s a pain in da rear… Ignorance is bliss… N da forbidden fruits are always a tad much sweeter… Anyone wants a bite?! It’ll do nothin’ but make you pay a price… Attractive isn’t it?!
Woke up at six just to access the jae website! And it still dared jammed on me! Well, but it was beta after that… Eck, I think it’ll take me a few months just to finish packing my room, so cluttered and dusty! Had to finally throw away lots of stuff… but ofcoz, certain references are still needed yea… Pepper is having a splendid time in Perth, good for her… and she found a gal who’s got da same D.O.B as me! Hehehz, and she’s from Africa, cool… Will prolly be going swimming soon… then to see my mum to get things settled in Kw, I still need to pack my room, and plan my schedule for next week… Shauks, I’m prolly gonna be asked out so much I don’t have time for myself… Ah, wad da heck! Till school starts, I need ta party! Cherioz!
Thursday, March 03, 2005
Long time… Well, da stupid JIS webi ain’t a piece of cake… It blardi jams up every 5 secz! Hmm… wonder if choices are well picked and arranged… Would love to do lots of stuff, but I’m sure it ain’t allowed, especially in poly… so jc is just more suitable… dono if I’m able to get in anywhere anyway… Lolz, Dee was giving me a big lecture of being open and doing things the right way by having a long hard think before submitting… Wanted me to put a lot of poly options down coz he told me a diploma is more regonise and all, telling me it’s a safer route… He made me call Steves to get consultation and later he himself was convince to put JC all da way… Haha, it’s good to have couzies like that! Now I have a ridiculous list of JCs… Hehehz, I can’t be more bothered la, I just have to make sure I put a lot of effort in to work that’s all…
I wonder where a lot of my frens are going… I know most wana head to poly coz it’s less stress and well, more fun… But I can’t stand the thought of choosin a module so fast and later not being able to take another one… it makes me feel limited to smth… I’m so pround of my lil ducklin’! She scored 7 points! I know she ain’t all that well liked and all, but still, she’s a blardi great friend when u get closer to her! Lolz, some day, she’ll enter the doors of Harvard and she’ll give me a ring! Hehez, after so long, we’re still pretty close! I guess it all came from a nightmare in our primary school, where we stood by each other no matter what… I’ll miss her so! And I repeat, we are not an item!
It’s irritating how immature people are…! Closeness doesn’t mean being a couple! Whether boy or gal, the same things just flashes through their mind! Eew! I’ve never think of liking a gal like that, no matter how attractive she looks… And plus, talking to guys doesn’t mean flirting… A proper informative convo can be carried out with anyone of any sex… It might be funny, boring, ecstatic or even just frisky fights and debates, it doesn’t mean there’s any sort of sexual attractions… I’m so totally bumped out, Ron and I usually play and fight, now, we just keep our distance just because everyone’s talking or saying stuff… And me no get why I look like a flirt… I mainly stick around with girls and only talk to guys when it’s sorta necessary… I don’t make them laugh or crack lame jokes, I don’t say dirty stuff or try to act sleek and sexy like people who flirt do… I ask normal qns, act da way I do around anybody, and I keep my mouth shut when smth lame shoots my way… Capabilities doesn’t mean I do it… Capabilities doesn’t mean everyone does it…
I wonder where a lot of my frens are going… I know most wana head to poly coz it’s less stress and well, more fun… But I can’t stand the thought of choosin a module so fast and later not being able to take another one… it makes me feel limited to smth… I’m so pround of my lil ducklin’! She scored 7 points! I know she ain’t all that well liked and all, but still, she’s a blardi great friend when u get closer to her! Lolz, some day, she’ll enter the doors of Harvard and she’ll give me a ring! Hehez, after so long, we’re still pretty close! I guess it all came from a nightmare in our primary school, where we stood by each other no matter what… I’ll miss her so! And I repeat, we are not an item!
It’s irritating how immature people are…! Closeness doesn’t mean being a couple! Whether boy or gal, the same things just flashes through their mind! Eew! I’ve never think of liking a gal like that, no matter how attractive she looks… And plus, talking to guys doesn’t mean flirting… A proper informative convo can be carried out with anyone of any sex… It might be funny, boring, ecstatic or even just frisky fights and debates, it doesn’t mean there’s any sort of sexual attractions… I’m so totally bumped out, Ron and I usually play and fight, now, we just keep our distance just because everyone’s talking or saying stuff… And me no get why I look like a flirt… I mainly stick around with girls and only talk to guys when it’s sorta necessary… I don’t make them laugh or crack lame jokes, I don’t say dirty stuff or try to act sleek and sexy like people who flirt do… I ask normal qns, act da way I do around anybody, and I keep my mouth shut when smth lame shoots my way… Capabilities doesn’t mean I do it… Capabilities doesn’t mean everyone does it…
