Sunday, August 07, 2005
It's been foreva since I last blogged... Where'd all my blardi time gone?!! Had camp the previous week, from 25 July... It was 5 days and well, it wasn't as bad as I had thought it out to be... Though the peeps I'm not really fond off, and a pesty lil group tt seems to find me a very amusin target... I pretty much learnt alota stuff and did things I've never done before... which was kinda cool...!
Did rock climbin, kayakin, walk a hell 26 km! realli bad food, horrible accommodations, 5 mins of bathin time and slept in a flooded tent...! yup, stuff I've never did before, hehez... Oh, and Ashir, I think that's how it's spelt, is a pretty cool trainer, his not only streetsmart but people smart as well... Hope one day we'll cross each other's path again... But still, I missed my daddy and my lil furball bad... sighz, almost died during the week... felt so crazy when smth went wrong and felt so helpless and depressed... But everything was settled soon enough... it always does... N I'm happy about that, though some things change, like a realli good friend told me...
Things might not be the same anymore but I treasure relationships more than anything else, whether izzit between friends, or someone closer, it always makes a deep impression on me, especially with people I share alot of my life with whether physically or in words... But like he said, sometimes two people drift apart so that other things can happen and I've gotta learn to live with that... I guess i've experienced that far too many times... But I hate it so... I hope I don't have to drift apart too...Oh, what if one day things get really bad and I have to chose one for one again? Hmm, I trust I'll get what I want most of the time, at least the freedom to chose who what and when... I'm not god, but I have control over almost anything I do, and I won't lose what I uphold to anything any anyone...
Did rock climbin, kayakin, walk a hell 26 km! realli bad food, horrible accommodations, 5 mins of bathin time and slept in a flooded tent...! yup, stuff I've never did before, hehez... Oh, and Ashir, I think that's how it's spelt, is a pretty cool trainer, his not only streetsmart but people smart as well... Hope one day we'll cross each other's path again... But still, I missed my daddy and my lil furball bad... sighz, almost died during the week... felt so crazy when smth went wrong and felt so helpless and depressed... But everything was settled soon enough... it always does... N I'm happy about that, though some things change, like a realli good friend told me...
Things might not be the same anymore but I treasure relationships more than anything else, whether izzit between friends, or someone closer, it always makes a deep impression on me, especially with people I share alot of my life with whether physically or in words... But like he said, sometimes two people drift apart so that other things can happen and I've gotta learn to live with that... I guess i've experienced that far too many times... But I hate it so... I hope I don't have to drift apart too...Oh, what if one day things get really bad and I have to chose one for one again? Hmm, I trust I'll get what I want most of the time, at least the freedom to chose who what and when... I'm not god, but I have control over almost anything I do, and I won't lose what I uphold to anything any anyone...
