Wednesday, January 26, 2005
Feeling exhausted for a long time… Although school and life isn’t very hectic, the travelling makes it so… Sigh, it almost makes me restless… The past few days has been crazy I guess, me and Zach got into a row again for like, so many times... He broke my trust and played with my feelings, yea it hurt… Well, I probably deserved that anyway… I’m no angel, that’s for sure… My Vantage was destroyed; hope I get a new one… And back to topic, I’m confused, as usual… I told Zach like almost all the truth, I’m wondering how it’ll all go now… I realise it was more than difference that separates us, it was da similarities as well, it’s sorta true that like poles repel… It’ll take a miracle for us to really be one, or for me at least…
Jie Si quit school, smart dude, and well, a lot of people have been skippin class… One of our class monkey, decided to finally attend da lessons he was supposed to… Haha, although I think his looks sux big time, I gotta hand it to him for being nice and friendly even though he’s a typical pai kia ah beng… Was damn nice to me, haha, doubt I look like a lian though…! And of all the times, I sprained my ankle when I was walking to the bust stop after school… Lolz, I mean I didn’t sprain it during school or PE, but it had to be some safe lane next to a soft patch of grass! It was so safe I wondered how I actually managed to sprain my ankle! Haha, but nonetheless, I soo thank the big guy up there for looking out fer moi, I mean, if my friends weren’t there to help me or if I had sprained it on stairs or something, it would have been far worse…! So yea, you rawk Big Guy! Love ya always… Sign, Angel.
Jie Si quit school, smart dude, and well, a lot of people have been skippin class… One of our class monkey, decided to finally attend da lessons he was supposed to… Haha, although I think his looks sux big time, I gotta hand it to him for being nice and friendly even though he’s a typical pai kia ah beng… Was damn nice to me, haha, doubt I look like a lian though…! And of all the times, I sprained my ankle when I was walking to the bust stop after school… Lolz, I mean I didn’t sprain it during school or PE, but it had to be some safe lane next to a soft patch of grass! It was so safe I wondered how I actually managed to sprain my ankle! Haha, but nonetheless, I soo thank the big guy up there for looking out fer moi, I mean, if my friends weren’t there to help me or if I had sprained it on stairs or something, it would have been far worse…! So yea, you rawk Big Guy! Love ya always… Sign, Angel.
Wednesday, January 19, 2005
School sucks… Classes are pretty stupid and people there aren’t very interested in school anyway… And my donation card thing for the school building fund is lying dormant in my file… It would be so much more effective if it were for the tsunami or something… I’m so skippin school today and tomorrow… And Friday is like a public holiday, so yea! Haha… I can’t believe Pearline is still crooked even after comin to a mix school… And Shuan Tong’s so cute! I love her hair! Like those typical anime boy characters with a short little tail at the back and totally messy infront! Sigh, why aren’t I surprised pearline likes her…
A lot of them hate Wan Ru… Other then she’s a little annoyin, a flirt and totally chi’na looking… I have nothing really against her… Tiff and Yanya hate her a lot, she’s always trying to flirt with Ronnie, and ofcoz, bein the idiot that he is, Ronnie loves it… Lolz, and I thought I felt very short, and here comes Cheryl, I think she’s only 155… So cute! Jie si is such a lamer, always makin fun of the teacher at the back of the class… And he keeps teasing me the only words in my vocabulary are “cute, idiot and arsehole…” Well, least everyone calls him Jesse now! Ha! Take that lamer!
Tiff is so funny, once she starts laughing, she can’t stop… And everyone else will follow suite! Lolz, thus the name Contagious laughter was made the name of our clique… I was sorta surprised she had been attached for 2 yrs plus, and she’s still going hot… I’m seriously impressed… Yanya’s kinda cute looking, pretty and chubby at the same time… She’s so sweet! She made all of us this bookmark thing made of wires all by herself! And some people actually thought of buying this sorta stuff from outside! She’s really good…
Other then School, life has been pretty rocky… My hp bill went pass a hundred plus… Sigh, mom already gave me a warning… Zach’s still paranoid of everything as usual… Pepper already left for Perth, and I only cried on my way back in the MRT train… Well, there were other reasons why I cried as well ofcoz… I mean, Zach and I had a talk before we met Pepper and Spice… I told him some stuff I didn’t like, but he doesn’t seem to take it through his think skull… He continued with his old ways anyway… He told me what he didn’t like about me as well… The usual of me being too friendly…
After the train ride, it was already pass 10, he was walking me home when we started talking real seriously again… It was Sunday and I was really tired, needed to be home to prepare for school the next morn… So anyway, I told him I wanted him to tell me everything, the way he was talking to Pepper and Spice made me feel so left out… I always am when I’m with him and a whole bunch of people… He entertains everyone else first… He said it’s a western culture, but seriously, I can’t stand it…! So he tried telling me all that he can on the way back home… He went on, on a lot of stuff… How much he loved me, all that he did for me, his insecurities, family problem what so eva… He asked me why a friend of mine the way I did… And I finally got the guts to answer him… He wanted to break down right infront of me when he heard my answer… But as usual, I have no idea how I do stuff like that, but I consoled him back real good… I hate myself for being so sweet.
Like an angel once revealed to me… It is wise to disclose what cannot be concealed… And this above all; to thine own self be true… I know I should live to it, but for someone like me, it’s hard, everyone keep telling me to do the right thing… I just wish I wasn’t in it alone…And I seriously dono what’s the right thing to do… And boy, am I stubborn! I’ll miss my darlings greatly… It just isn’t much of a use doing anything too…
A lot of them hate Wan Ru… Other then she’s a little annoyin, a flirt and totally chi’na looking… I have nothing really against her… Tiff and Yanya hate her a lot, she’s always trying to flirt with Ronnie, and ofcoz, bein the idiot that he is, Ronnie loves it… Lolz, and I thought I felt very short, and here comes Cheryl, I think she’s only 155… So cute! Jie si is such a lamer, always makin fun of the teacher at the back of the class… And he keeps teasing me the only words in my vocabulary are “cute, idiot and arsehole…” Well, least everyone calls him Jesse now! Ha! Take that lamer!
Tiff is so funny, once she starts laughing, she can’t stop… And everyone else will follow suite! Lolz, thus the name Contagious laughter was made the name of our clique… I was sorta surprised she had been attached for 2 yrs plus, and she’s still going hot… I’m seriously impressed… Yanya’s kinda cute looking, pretty and chubby at the same time… She’s so sweet! She made all of us this bookmark thing made of wires all by herself! And some people actually thought of buying this sorta stuff from outside! She’s really good…
Other then School, life has been pretty rocky… My hp bill went pass a hundred plus… Sigh, mom already gave me a warning… Zach’s still paranoid of everything as usual… Pepper already left for Perth, and I only cried on my way back in the MRT train… Well, there were other reasons why I cried as well ofcoz… I mean, Zach and I had a talk before we met Pepper and Spice… I told him some stuff I didn’t like, but he doesn’t seem to take it through his think skull… He continued with his old ways anyway… He told me what he didn’t like about me as well… The usual of me being too friendly…
After the train ride, it was already pass 10, he was walking me home when we started talking real seriously again… It was Sunday and I was really tired, needed to be home to prepare for school the next morn… So anyway, I told him I wanted him to tell me everything, the way he was talking to Pepper and Spice made me feel so left out… I always am when I’m with him and a whole bunch of people… He entertains everyone else first… He said it’s a western culture, but seriously, I can’t stand it…! So he tried telling me all that he can on the way back home… He went on, on a lot of stuff… How much he loved me, all that he did for me, his insecurities, family problem what so eva… He asked me why a friend of mine the way I did… And I finally got the guts to answer him… He wanted to break down right infront of me when he heard my answer… But as usual, I have no idea how I do stuff like that, but I consoled him back real good… I hate myself for being so sweet.
Like an angel once revealed to me… It is wise to disclose what cannot be concealed… And this above all; to thine own self be true… I know I should live to it, but for someone like me, it’s hard, everyone keep telling me to do the right thing… I just wish I wasn’t in it alone…And I seriously dono what’s the right thing to do… And boy, am I stubborn! I’ll miss my darlings greatly… It just isn’t much of a use doing anything too…
Friday, January 14, 2005
So sad, we started having a lot of tutorials instead of lectures… We can’t see Henry much now… And Jie Si finally came back from his fever… Haha, he sounds as sif he’s gonna die… And both of us were complaining so much during GP, and dupid Ronnie was sleepin! Went to Orchard after school with Mum, went window shoppin… It wasn’t so bad… And Zach, Pepper, Spice, Ron, KK, D’nesh, and Joanne went out before Pep leaves for Australia, it was sorta a get together thing for them… Zach didn’t bother askin me coz he said I can’t come coz I have school, and boy did that irritate me! Sigh, and I turned down the invitation when he asked anyway coz I guess I’ll feel out… And plus I was irritated he made the decision for me without telling me anything…
I miss Jammin… Zach’s planning to get into a band again, and he wants a female singer… He’s planning to ask Stephanie, some schoolmate of his… He said he wanted me but since I had school he decided against it, without telling me a thing… Haiz, I wanted to just give him the cold the shoulder! Blardi hell, and he was going on about Stephanie, I mean I seriously don’t mind that she’s great, good looking and all, other than the fact she has no brains, I think she sounds alright… But C’mon, it’s just a little irritatin how he can see so many good things in all his other friends and he seems oblivious to mine… I’m not jealous, coz I know people are special in different ways, but the fact that he can’t see my perspective, my strength, my weakness, my likes and dislikes, makes me feel sick in the gut… Shaucks… I neeta go daydream again…
I miss Jammin… Zach’s planning to get into a band again, and he wants a female singer… He’s planning to ask Stephanie, some schoolmate of his… He said he wanted me but since I had school he decided against it, without telling me a thing… Haiz, I wanted to just give him the cold the shoulder! Blardi hell, and he was going on about Stephanie, I mean I seriously don’t mind that she’s great, good looking and all, other than the fact she has no brains, I think she sounds alright… But C’mon, it’s just a little irritatin how he can see so many good things in all his other friends and he seems oblivious to mine… I’m not jealous, coz I know people are special in different ways, but the fact that he can’t see my perspective, my strength, my weakness, my likes and dislikes, makes me feel sick in the gut… Shaucks… I neeta go daydream again…
Thursday, January 13, 2005
Monday 3rd of Jan: Was surprised to see some of my classmates in MI… And I thought I was the only one going… And plus Nadiah in same OG somor… Just that I not very close to her, very soft spoken, nice girl, but alittle too shy for me… So yea, first day made friends with like the whole class…
Tuesday 4th of Jan: Got close to some people in the class, and I’m not really use to them… Some of the girls are too lame! I can’t exactly stand it… And Nadiah likes Yun Long… Some short Chinese dude who’s ok looking… Ok la, he’s a little taller than me and he has dimples that’s why she likes him… Went home with Sacians again and we did some stupid MI dance… was kinda fun cept the whole dance with some other guy part…
I can’t really to recount the rest of the stuff I did for the rest of the week so I’ll skip it then… Sigh, the whole crashin early part for school really suckz! I don’t even have time to blog… Well, hmm, today Ronnie and Moi went to the wrong room for Mgt, haha, was so pai she, but damn funny as well… And while Henry was waving at me, some gal tables infront thought it was for her and waved back… And I waved back as well, so I thought I made a fool of myself when Henry and I, had a mouthed conversation, and that gal with the hp infront must have been embarresed sia! Lolz…
Jee, I’m not really close to anyone in the school at all… Ok la, Ronnie, Henry, Jie Si perhaps… Oh and Kyrstal and Adeline… I mean I met Jie Si and Henry in math class for my first school scheduled day… And I met Ronnie the day we found out we were in the same class… Ronnie and I have been attending almost every lesson together I guess, coz we hardly knew anyone else… He’s really good in sports and alright looking as well, we became quite close… It’s just that I can’t stand his mood swings, they scare me, sorta… So it’s like, it’s always both of us sitting together and getting into trouble and all… But he’s really good in Chinese and accounts… And there’s Jie Si, a real tall sweetiepie… He’s not much to look at, but he’s still really nice… And Henry, he hangs with like the “popular” clique, really nice and short fella, love his bright orange shoes! He’s a real cutie, always waving at me and haha, has hair a little like Justin Timberlake…
And there’s Krystal, a really fair girl from my OG group, was alright at first till she kinda became too self pityin and clingy! Had a total of six boyfriends, and I thought most girls would be like me, reject the rest who doesn’t qualify, she seems almost desperate… Adeline’s just some other gal whom Krystal clinged on to as well, she likes flirting and I’m fine with her… *grinz!* I’ll share more stuff on my blog when I find more time!
Tuesday 4th of Jan: Got close to some people in the class, and I’m not really use to them… Some of the girls are too lame! I can’t exactly stand it… And Nadiah likes Yun Long… Some short Chinese dude who’s ok looking… Ok la, he’s a little taller than me and he has dimples that’s why she likes him… Went home with Sacians again and we did some stupid MI dance… was kinda fun cept the whole dance with some other guy part…
I can’t really to recount the rest of the stuff I did for the rest of the week so I’ll skip it then… Sigh, the whole crashin early part for school really suckz! I don’t even have time to blog… Well, hmm, today Ronnie and Moi went to the wrong room for Mgt, haha, was so pai she, but damn funny as well… And while Henry was waving at me, some gal tables infront thought it was for her and waved back… And I waved back as well, so I thought I made a fool of myself when Henry and I, had a mouthed conversation, and that gal with the hp infront must have been embarresed sia! Lolz…
Jee, I’m not really close to anyone in the school at all… Ok la, Ronnie, Henry, Jie Si perhaps… Oh and Kyrstal and Adeline… I mean I met Jie Si and Henry in math class for my first school scheduled day… And I met Ronnie the day we found out we were in the same class… Ronnie and I have been attending almost every lesson together I guess, coz we hardly knew anyone else… He’s really good in sports and alright looking as well, we became quite close… It’s just that I can’t stand his mood swings, they scare me, sorta… So it’s like, it’s always both of us sitting together and getting into trouble and all… But he’s really good in Chinese and accounts… And there’s Jie Si, a real tall sweetiepie… He’s not much to look at, but he’s still really nice… And Henry, he hangs with like the “popular” clique, really nice and short fella, love his bright orange shoes! He’s a real cutie, always waving at me and haha, has hair a little like Justin Timberlake…
And there’s Krystal, a really fair girl from my OG group, was alright at first till she kinda became too self pityin and clingy! Had a total of six boyfriends, and I thought most girls would be like me, reject the rest who doesn’t qualify, she seems almost desperate… Adeline’s just some other gal whom Krystal clinged on to as well, she likes flirting and I’m fine with her… *grinz!* I’ll share more stuff on my blog when I find more time!
