Friday, July 30, 2004
Rite... They had some lame media act todae commin to our school on something about body odour... Ah wadeva la, so lame... Sat at the back and make sarcastic comments again... And poeple laughed at pure stupidity running up on stage! Haiz... So embarressing sia!
Tomorrow's preliem Orals and I am so not giving any shit about it, Which is utterly scaring me! At least got no mock! Or i'll juz die TRYING to stardee!!! I juz cant for the love of god, study! Lolz... And I did wad sumz ask me todae coz she always don't take my word for it and bloardy hell showed her dat she's no les man! And wad did I get in returned?! Raped in my own freakin seat by those two idiots! San was like pulling my zip down and Sumz was getting me from my front! It was juz so sick and I ended up on the floor squealling again! Jeez, cant this people take a hint that enough is enough?
And no way I'm I designing the class tee! Thats juz crazy! Go ask Joyce! She bothers! And I don't... Oh yea... And theres seriously bad feng shui at where we sit! The chers keep pickin at our row and how noisey we are! Haiz! We cant help if we are really participative rite?! Lolz... And wen Mr Tan walked to me desk yesterdae, I juz held out the $8 and juz went "Nah!", "Cookie!" which led the whole row laughing again den he purposely went back to his desk and called me to come out again! Stupid rite?! He could have just taken the cash and save me a trip! Lolz... Idiot la he!
Impressions... Went for the youth meeting with ster coz Sumz went for her runs todae... And when it was me turn to introduce meself, that guy asked me if I like to sing... Well duh! I'm from choir arn't I but the fact was he said it coz I look like one who sings! I didnt noe we singers have a look... Aniway, impressions are pretty important I guess... I mean C'mon... Lolz, I went to a camp making everyone think I'm from sports council! Hahaz! They sae coz I can get very aggressive! Lolz... And for this other time, people actuali thought I was quiet! That was so stupid coz I was the only one who knew what the hell was goin on! And some idiots actuli tot I was ditzy and bimboish! Fat chance! And some chers tot I was the perfect student! Yucks! And others... tot i keep talking half the time wen I keep absolutely still! Wad is this world commin to man?! Lolz... Whu am I?! Oky, okie, dun answer that I tell u!! Lolz...
Tomorrow's preliem Orals and I am so not giving any shit about it, Which is utterly scaring me! At least got no mock! Or i'll juz die TRYING to stardee!!! I juz cant for the love of god, study! Lolz... And I did wad sumz ask me todae coz she always don't take my word for it and bloardy hell showed her dat she's no les man! And wad did I get in returned?! Raped in my own freakin seat by those two idiots! San was like pulling my zip down and Sumz was getting me from my front! It was juz so sick and I ended up on the floor squealling again! Jeez, cant this people take a hint that enough is enough?
And no way I'm I designing the class tee! Thats juz crazy! Go ask Joyce! She bothers! And I don't... Oh yea... And theres seriously bad feng shui at where we sit! The chers keep pickin at our row and how noisey we are! Haiz! We cant help if we are really participative rite?! Lolz... And wen Mr Tan walked to me desk yesterdae, I juz held out the $8 and juz went "Nah!", "Cookie!" which led the whole row laughing again den he purposely went back to his desk and called me to come out again! Stupid rite?! He could have just taken the cash and save me a trip! Lolz... Idiot la he!
Impressions... Went for the youth meeting with ster coz Sumz went for her runs todae... And when it was me turn to introduce meself, that guy asked me if I like to sing... Well duh! I'm from choir arn't I but the fact was he said it coz I look like one who sings! I didnt noe we singers have a look... Aniway, impressions are pretty important I guess... I mean C'mon... Lolz, I went to a camp making everyone think I'm from sports council! Hahaz! They sae coz I can get very aggressive! Lolz... And for this other time, people actuali thought I was quiet! That was so stupid coz I was the only one who knew what the hell was goin on! And some idiots actuli tot I was ditzy and bimboish! Fat chance! And some chers tot I was the perfect student! Yucks! And others... tot i keep talking half the time wen I keep absolutely still! Wad is this world commin to man?! Lolz... Whu am I?! Oky, okie, dun answer that I tell u!! Lolz...
Thursday, July 29, 2004
Preliem English Oral is this Sat and I can't believe I'm getting Ms Nunis of all teacher! She's practically one of the few chers dat are close to moiz! And she's taking me for Orals?! Okie, da world is going bonkie! At least I know I can never fail Orals... I juz hope I can do real well! Its one of the only thing I noe I can totally score at! Sheesh... I hope I'm not too rusty especially on Picture describetion...
I'm not exactly doing bad in school but I think I'm not doin good enough either and that is already bad enuff! So far, the test that come back are pretty fine and I am actually doin my Homework for once! But for stuff like my humans, It just sucks! Geog and SS juz cant seem to get ani betta and it really erks me dat I'm not doing anything about it! Its the only humans dat I have anyway and I gotta work on it sia! Why couldn't they juz give me lit instead?! It just aint fair to limit wad I'm good at because the rest of the class is takin only dat one! Man I'm strees! Wait, I gotta chill! Or my white black hair will increase!
Blaugh! I think S'pore system juz sucks! For one thing, they never allow the kid to take what he or she wants to do and that to me is simply horrible! They take half your lifetime and put it into school and most of the "spare" time is juz gone to waste! And I wish I took D&T... It was another sub I could totally score in! Why didnt they tell me! Freak the system! Its so blardy screwed up and bias! They only give opportunities to kids whom they THINK are CAPABLE... I think every kid should at least be given a choice! To limit other's abilities is just unfair! Its practically inhumane!
I'm not exactly doing bad in school but I think I'm not doin good enough either and that is already bad enuff! So far, the test that come back are pretty fine and I am actually doin my Homework for once! But for stuff like my humans, It just sucks! Geog and SS juz cant seem to get ani betta and it really erks me dat I'm not doing anything about it! Its the only humans dat I have anyway and I gotta work on it sia! Why couldn't they juz give me lit instead?! It just aint fair to limit wad I'm good at because the rest of the class is takin only dat one! Man I'm strees! Wait, I gotta chill! Or my white black hair will increase!
Blaugh! I think S'pore system juz sucks! For one thing, they never allow the kid to take what he or she wants to do and that to me is simply horrible! They take half your lifetime and put it into school and most of the "spare" time is juz gone to waste! And I wish I took D&T... It was another sub I could totally score in! Why didnt they tell me! Freak the system! Its so blardy screwed up and bias! They only give opportunities to kids whom they THINK are CAPABLE... I think every kid should at least be given a choice! To limit other's abilities is just unfair! Its practically inhumane!
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
Hahaha... I juz asked ster wad happened todae so I can write in me bloggie and guess wad she said... "Mrs Teo gave us sweets!" Which was actually yesterdae lo! Lolz, silly fool! She can't even remember! And who said sweets and Chocs can't be used as bribes?! LoLz, especially in Secondary Sch! We kids actually participate just to get sweets! Haha... I think we are all silly!
For Bio, Ster said that we learnt that pleasurable Sex is due to the lubrication... Duh! Took some people very long to realise that eh! Oh... And I found out that one of me friend actuali DiD iT yesterday... Oh god! Of all people! She did it with her assholeic boyfren! I can't believe she gave in to that Jerk! Hey! Hasn't anyone ever heard of the Art of sayin "NO"?! Its hard but only people with great guts sae it! Fool! But it's not my life to live, so i guess it's up to her...
And now she says she's scared... That tt Jerk will dump her...! Oh C'mon, why can't she juz dump him first?! Haiz... If u dun reali lov someone, you juz shudnt do it... Wads tt so hard to see?! Ok fine... So maybe there are hundreds of different circumstances but to be wise is to have the upper hand too yea...
Our bloody Chemistry practical was so tough todae sia! I couldn't finsh the test for copper man! But at least my titration was done... The stupid cat and an test involve so much with the bunsen burner, I was almost tramatised! I hate the hot darn thing! So damn blardy scary! Ster asked for extra practice for the practicals so I'm gonna company her nex week and do my work instead...
Lolz... And another thing Ster remembered... "Your pri sch shorts keep droping!" Lolz... It totally was! It's so loose now the thing keep slippin of me butt and i have to constanly lift me skirt to pull it up! "And you were wearing a mini-skirt which ur skirt has been moving up to that level!" Haha.... why is everyone sayin somethong about that?! Lolz... The weather is damn hot kz! If not, It'll be at the super long and low waist kind tt show of me mid-drift! So both ways, dun complaint! Coz I'm always bein comented on! Idiots! Hahaha...
For Bio, Ster said that we learnt that pleasurable Sex is due to the lubrication... Duh! Took some people very long to realise that eh! Oh... And I found out that one of me friend actuali DiD iT yesterday... Oh god! Of all people! She did it with her assholeic boyfren! I can't believe she gave in to that Jerk! Hey! Hasn't anyone ever heard of the Art of sayin "NO"?! Its hard but only people with great guts sae it! Fool! But it's not my life to live, so i guess it's up to her...
And now she says she's scared... That tt Jerk will dump her...! Oh C'mon, why can't she juz dump him first?! Haiz... If u dun reali lov someone, you juz shudnt do it... Wads tt so hard to see?! Ok fine... So maybe there are hundreds of different circumstances but to be wise is to have the upper hand too yea...
Our bloody Chemistry practical was so tough todae sia! I couldn't finsh the test for copper man! But at least my titration was done... The stupid cat and an test involve so much with the bunsen burner, I was almost tramatised! I hate the hot darn thing! So damn blardy scary! Ster asked for extra practice for the practicals so I'm gonna company her nex week and do my work instead...
Lolz... And another thing Ster remembered... "Your pri sch shorts keep droping!" Lolz... It totally was! It's so loose now the thing keep slippin of me butt and i have to constanly lift me skirt to pull it up! "And you were wearing a mini-skirt which ur skirt has been moving up to that level!" Haha.... why is everyone sayin somethong about that?! Lolz... The weather is damn hot kz! If not, It'll be at the super long and low waist kind tt show of me mid-drift! So both ways, dun complaint! Coz I'm always bein comented on! Idiots! Hahaha...
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
HmMm... Lolz... It was a great day in school todae... I finished my speach for the filming during recess but I hope there is nothin contriversal in there, before I get screwed by Mrs Loh or something... We had I think two periods of English off so we had time to gossip about how guys are bigger gossips! But thats not the fun part see... LoLz, the fun part was that we got our new reading circle books, and the El'Pundas decided to do a recital!
Hahaha... It was hilarious! Sumz did it with a british accent, while Prem did it with a indiana one and Pris was da bez! Lolz, she did it with the Mr. Sim's slang! Boi, it was so power! Damn funni sia! Den we went on to the songs we like, and the chinses versions of the songs we like! I think some chinese songs are juz reali copycats and real dumb! Ah wellz, wad else can we do but diss them during our free period! Haha... And Prem made this up...
You make me wanna fuck you in the middle of the night,
You make me wanna screw you till the morning light,
You make me wanna fuck, You make me wanna screw
You make me wanna put my sperms inta ya!
Stupid ain't it?! Lolz, but its still damn funni! And Pris and I was singing that JC Chaze song, and yupz, she thinks he's sick... But i hafta agree with her... He can be! Oh and I got this bdae present from Emo todae! It was so sweet! A photo album with all the Pics of CAC ppl and frens! Yupz, everyone said it was nice! But I dun care! I'll give them all their presents in August! Make them wait abit even if I bought it long ago! Hahaz... And I seriously hope they like it! They betta! I spent more than $50 fer da three'o them!
Hahaha... It was hilarious! Sumz did it with a british accent, while Prem did it with a indiana one and Pris was da bez! Lolz, she did it with the Mr. Sim's slang! Boi, it was so power! Damn funni sia! Den we went on to the songs we like, and the chinses versions of the songs we like! I think some chinese songs are juz reali copycats and real dumb! Ah wellz, wad else can we do but diss them during our free period! Haha... And Prem made this up...
You make me wanna fuck you in the middle of the night,
You make me wanna screw you till the morning light,
You make me wanna fuck, You make me wanna screw
You make me wanna put my sperms inta ya!
Stupid ain't it?! Lolz, but its still damn funni! And Pris and I was singing that JC Chaze song, and yupz, she thinks he's sick... But i hafta agree with her... He can be! Oh and I got this bdae present from Emo todae! It was so sweet! A photo album with all the Pics of CAC ppl and frens! Yupz, everyone said it was nice! But I dun care! I'll give them all their presents in August! Make them wait abit even if I bought it long ago! Hahaz... And I seriously hope they like it! They betta! I spent more than $50 fer da three'o them!
Sunday, July 25, 2004
Maybe we all have a reason to be at some place at a particular time... There is no such thing as coincidence as much as it is fate... But some times, the lines are drawn so thin, one can't tell if fate, coincidence or juz pure dumb luck is workin at it... But I for one, believe there is no such thing as coincidence and even destiny can be changed...
Today, I woke up with a sms from Farrah asking me if I wanted to attend Mass with her... I actuali thought of declining and sit with my Dad and bro coz I feel bad for always following my frens and neglecting them... I managed to ready myself on time so I followed me Dad to church and when I got off the bus, something was juz nagging at me... I told my dad I'll be with my fren till aft mass and then I left... Becoz I noe I wud be late, I had alredi told Farrah to head up before me... But when I got there, I had to wait for her cause ahe was still comming up with her sis... Saw her at the back, the usual place behind Gabriel, she told me that she and her other two siblings were sick... So fine, they had a little cold and cough, big deal... Or so I thought...
We found a place to sit and Farrah was sulking coz Gabriel didnt come... Lolz... The three of us, me Farah and her sis, was seated behind the pillar and we could hardly see a thing throughout the mass... But that was fine... But wad happen in the middle scared me... Frarah Sis was singing as usual with all the songs den all of a sudden, she become silent. She turned and look at my direction and the next thing I knew, her whole weight was falling foward towards the front bench... She fainted! With her body hanging over the back of the front bench! My god, I was so dumbfounded I juz stood there and stared! I actuali thought she was puking or something but her whole body lay limp infront of me!
The people sitting on the bench infront of us helped pushed her weight back and the old lady siting on the other side of Farah's sis helped me pull her back on her seat too... Farah, who was siting beside me was really in a state of shock... She thought her sis was juz tired or something and she couldn't comprehend the fact that her sis fainted even when I told her straight to her face... I took her sis and made her lean on me for support as the old women took some medicated oil and made her snif in the spiciness of the oil. She became concious for a few seconds but went back to deep sleep again. The lady pass the oil to Farah and told her to keep it incase needed... As I hug the poor gal in my arms, Farah was shacking her arm frantically and asking her if she was ok... I wanted to tell her that that wouldnt help at all but instead, asked her if any of her family was here so she can be brought home... She said no and I told her to call someone fast! Farah was definitely afraid, I could tell she have no idea what to do... So she juz ran out and asked what I told her to do... She gave me a quick sorry and thank you as she rushed out of the bench...
Farah Sis was in a sub concious state as she could still move into a comfortable position against me, and the heaviness in her breathing fluctuated really badly. Eventhough I was afraid for the gal who was practically twice my size, she seem to be really calm against me as I stroke her arm to keep her warm... During the parts of the mass where everyone knelt and stood, I juz remaind in my seat caressing and praying that she'll be fine... After quite sometime, Farrah was back again and she managed to converse a little with her younger sis... Farah also let it out that she was so scared the whole entire time and that trying to call her brother was a tedious job! lolz... Bryan was rushing off from work to see his Sis...
Farah's Sis manage to come around after sometime and she was participating in mass again... She really has a nice voice... We had holy communion and Farah's sis was alrite again but still quite quiet... Bryan came like almost to the end of the mass and stood at the side coz he had nowhere to sit... He too, was sick and even for a big, hunky boi like him, I could hear him cough bad! He wanted to take his yougest sis home asap but she wudnt comply... Farah was persuading her too, but to no avail... I gotta hand it to Farah's sis, even after she fainted, She didn't want to go back till the mass was over... Although I didnt say anything much throughout the whole time, I told Farah to take care of her sis and left...
After all, I was but another samaritan... Crossing the path of another life... All I could think of was... If I werent there, If things didn't go the way it had, what would have happen right there and then at that momment...?! Many such things happened before and i shudder at each recollection that flashes through my mind... Would things have gone out of hand?! Wad if it had?! What if I wasnt there, wud it have been better?! Too many questions, too little answers... All in fate is all but fate....
Today, I woke up with a sms from Farrah asking me if I wanted to attend Mass with her... I actuali thought of declining and sit with my Dad and bro coz I feel bad for always following my frens and neglecting them... I managed to ready myself on time so I followed me Dad to church and when I got off the bus, something was juz nagging at me... I told my dad I'll be with my fren till aft mass and then I left... Becoz I noe I wud be late, I had alredi told Farrah to head up before me... But when I got there, I had to wait for her cause ahe was still comming up with her sis... Saw her at the back, the usual place behind Gabriel, she told me that she and her other two siblings were sick... So fine, they had a little cold and cough, big deal... Or so I thought...
We found a place to sit and Farrah was sulking coz Gabriel didnt come... Lolz... The three of us, me Farah and her sis, was seated behind the pillar and we could hardly see a thing throughout the mass... But that was fine... But wad happen in the middle scared me... Frarah Sis was singing as usual with all the songs den all of a sudden, she become silent. She turned and look at my direction and the next thing I knew, her whole weight was falling foward towards the front bench... She fainted! With her body hanging over the back of the front bench! My god, I was so dumbfounded I juz stood there and stared! I actuali thought she was puking or something but her whole body lay limp infront of me!
The people sitting on the bench infront of us helped pushed her weight back and the old lady siting on the other side of Farah's sis helped me pull her back on her seat too... Farah, who was siting beside me was really in a state of shock... She thought her sis was juz tired or something and she couldn't comprehend the fact that her sis fainted even when I told her straight to her face... I took her sis and made her lean on me for support as the old women took some medicated oil and made her snif in the spiciness of the oil. She became concious for a few seconds but went back to deep sleep again. The lady pass the oil to Farah and told her to keep it incase needed... As I hug the poor gal in my arms, Farah was shacking her arm frantically and asking her if she was ok... I wanted to tell her that that wouldnt help at all but instead, asked her if any of her family was here so she can be brought home... She said no and I told her to call someone fast! Farah was definitely afraid, I could tell she have no idea what to do... So she juz ran out and asked what I told her to do... She gave me a quick sorry and thank you as she rushed out of the bench...
Farah Sis was in a sub concious state as she could still move into a comfortable position against me, and the heaviness in her breathing fluctuated really badly. Eventhough I was afraid for the gal who was practically twice my size, she seem to be really calm against me as I stroke her arm to keep her warm... During the parts of the mass where everyone knelt and stood, I juz remaind in my seat caressing and praying that she'll be fine... After quite sometime, Farrah was back again and she managed to converse a little with her younger sis... Farah also let it out that she was so scared the whole entire time and that trying to call her brother was a tedious job! lolz... Bryan was rushing off from work to see his Sis...
Farah's Sis manage to come around after sometime and she was participating in mass again... She really has a nice voice... We had holy communion and Farah's sis was alrite again but still quite quiet... Bryan came like almost to the end of the mass and stood at the side coz he had nowhere to sit... He too, was sick and even for a big, hunky boi like him, I could hear him cough bad! He wanted to take his yougest sis home asap but she wudnt comply... Farah was persuading her too, but to no avail... I gotta hand it to Farah's sis, even after she fainted, She didn't want to go back till the mass was over... Although I didnt say anything much throughout the whole time, I told Farah to take care of her sis and left...
After all, I was but another samaritan... Crossing the path of another life... All I could think of was... If I werent there, If things didn't go the way it had, what would have happen right there and then at that momment...?! Many such things happened before and i shudder at each recollection that flashes through my mind... Would things have gone out of hand?! Wad if it had?! What if I wasnt there, wud it have been better?! Too many questions, too little answers... All in fate is all but fate....
Saturday, July 24, 2004
Now, Mock's on every Sat... Sianz... I can't be bothered to study at all sia... So lazy... Hahaha.. Whoa, yesterdae I put a stupid Nic on my MSN make the whole wide world come and pester moi... Nex time I gotta remember toput stupid Nics if onlt a few people are on. Yala, Dupid bro! Justin have to come and kajiao me again... haha, but then again, that's wad Bros are for! Even if he's only abt 5 months older! Lolz... At least Nicky not so bad yea, say I'm a turn on... Okok, I gotta stop gloating at every single compliment made! Coz some can be real sick! Hahaha...
So pissin... Until now i still dono why the negative portion of the graph is not taken into consideration when finding area bounded by curve and axis! Some one plz tell me! Ooh... And I think i might be getting the hang of scanning... Havent used the blardy thing for quite sometime liao, forget everything... But now can save the drawings everyone luvs! Lolz...
Aw man... I miss the times when i use to have so much time for unimportant things like writing my songs, stories, drawing on every and anything... Miss the time I can listen to Kazaa all day like Accidently in love! Lolz, i like that song... Its so uniquely composed with tune and lyrics! I especially love the tune... Its gorgeous!
Oh... Just got a call from U.Fransis! J.Esther juz came back from Melbone and she has a package from A.Gamma that is suppose to be given to moi!!! How sweet! Lolz... I wonder what it is! I'm so lucky that J.Esther is an Air Stewardess... She's so pretty too! But I have to admit... I think J.constance is much more uniquely pretty! But she's all the way in MELBONE studyin and livin with A.Gemma... I wish I could go there soon! And see Fraser! Ooh... I hope he loves me!
So pissin... Until now i still dono why the negative portion of the graph is not taken into consideration when finding area bounded by curve and axis! Some one plz tell me! Ooh... And I think i might be getting the hang of scanning... Havent used the blardy thing for quite sometime liao, forget everything... But now can save the drawings everyone luvs! Lolz...
Aw man... I miss the times when i use to have so much time for unimportant things like writing my songs, stories, drawing on every and anything... Miss the time I can listen to Kazaa all day like Accidently in love! Lolz, i like that song... Its so uniquely composed with tune and lyrics! I especially love the tune... Its gorgeous!
Oh... Just got a call from U.Fransis! J.Esther juz came back from Melbone and she has a package from A.Gamma that is suppose to be given to moi!!! How sweet! Lolz... I wonder what it is! I'm so lucky that J.Esther is an Air Stewardess... She's so pretty too! But I have to admit... I think J.constance is much more uniquely pretty! But she's all the way in MELBONE studyin and livin with A.Gemma... I wish I could go there soon! And see Fraser! Ooh... I hope he loves me!
Friday, July 23, 2004
I didnt noe owning a blog can be so tedious...! There is a million things i wana write but I'm too lazy to blog... sheesh... Lolz...
Past few daes hav been kinda fun! Most of the good times were spent with my friends... Though not much but still cool... today had some council filming thingy and as usual, everyones late... so while waiting, Mich n Nat were like playing jokes with moi... Lolz, they are such idiots! Testing me on tricks! Lolz, i guess i was a little dense todae... Couldnt figure out much! Johnny woosh and some other light n this that thing... And in the end we didnt do the filming coz seekee wasnt with me...! So stupid! make me stay back for nuffin! And since Laur n Ster waited for me i hadta take the bus wih them... Or I cuda walk!
Bio is really fun now, with all the stories and info, Mrs Y. tells us! Lolz... I wonder how they actuali teach the human reproductive systems and contraceptive in Mix schools! Hehe... the thought of it juz seems funni! Considering what Mrs Y tell us...! And I didnt noe there were condoms for girls... I bet it doesnt have flavours, but den again, mayb it does! Lolz...
It waz nice of my friend who got me a bracelet for me bdae... But i seriously hope he doesnt take it that far... I'm juz not interested... And that other sick guy who cant stop msgin me either... Plz... I'm already hard to get, so shudn't telling him i kinda like someone else put him off?! Ok, so maybe I should say I'm attached or something... But i'm not!
Past few daes hav been kinda fun! Most of the good times were spent with my friends... Though not much but still cool... today had some council filming thingy and as usual, everyones late... so while waiting, Mich n Nat were like playing jokes with moi... Lolz, they are such idiots! Testing me on tricks! Lolz, i guess i was a little dense todae... Couldnt figure out much! Johnny woosh and some other light n this that thing... And in the end we didnt do the filming coz seekee wasnt with me...! So stupid! make me stay back for nuffin! And since Laur n Ster waited for me i hadta take the bus wih them... Or I cuda walk!
Bio is really fun now, with all the stories and info, Mrs Y. tells us! Lolz... I wonder how they actuali teach the human reproductive systems and contraceptive in Mix schools! Hehe... the thought of it juz seems funni! Considering what Mrs Y tell us...! And I didnt noe there were condoms for girls... I bet it doesnt have flavours, but den again, mayb it does! Lolz...
It waz nice of my friend who got me a bracelet for me bdae... But i seriously hope he doesnt take it that far... I'm juz not interested... And that other sick guy who cant stop msgin me either... Plz... I'm already hard to get, so shudn't telling him i kinda like someone else put him off?! Ok, so maybe I should say I'm attached or something... But i'm not!
Monday, July 19, 2004
*Grinz!* Check out all the wonderful prezies I got! Lolz... I got me first one when me saw laurzie at the canteen... The four idiots chiped in and got me a globe and Blink 182 newest albulm! Though they cudn't get me the laser magnet globe we saw at suntec, it was still cool... Then, I got Esther's baked brownie or cake or "shit lookin" edible thingy... Lolz, it was the nicest shit i've tasted! Very choc!Then, from the class I got some Jap choc or tidbits like thingy... I think it looks nice, havent tried it... Ooh... And I got a cross from Gina and an anklet from Adie, so sweet...!
Oh... And I had a great dinner at Swensons! Had a topless 5! With my two all time favourite, lime n orange sherbet plus sticky chewy choc, choc chip, tin mint! Main course was salmon terriyaki! A.Diana and U.Francis gave me a hongbao, so did A.Linda, kinda... And that silly boy gave me one too! The new $10 note, silly fella, lolz, even asked for $20 on his bdae... And he didn't wana give me the new $5 so he gave me the $10 instead! Haha... J.Es gave me a bag and so did A.Flora with $10 inside... K.Stev came too... And J.Es hijacked moi to go shoppin coz I was their discount card! Lolz... Oh, and J.Con n A.Gemma called from Aus!
I had a superb view of the sunset! Was gorgous but utterly glaring! And more frens sms moi after tt dinner to wish me... Lolz, had to keep figurin out who it was coz i didnt hav their names in there... There was Kenji, Kimon, Drew, Nicky and Ivan who msged me throughout... Lolz, Yupz, I had a great time... Especially with some idiots msgin moi...!
I'm still waitin for one prezzie dat i hope I'm gettin... Me keyboard! Lolz... I can't live without Music! I might hav hardly ani background on music but still, I luv it like crazy! Mum use to sae that when i was reali young, and troblesome, all she had to do was hum or sing or turn on some music and i will immediately be tamed! Wad a word to use but she said it! I wud automactically juz shutup and listen or sing along with it! I can't belive that was the lite gal tt i am! Lolz...
Oh... And I had a great dinner at Swensons! Had a topless 5! With my two all time favourite, lime n orange sherbet plus sticky chewy choc, choc chip, tin mint! Main course was salmon terriyaki! A.Diana and U.Francis gave me a hongbao, so did A.Linda, kinda... And that silly boy gave me one too! The new $10 note, silly fella, lolz, even asked for $20 on his bdae... And he didn't wana give me the new $5 so he gave me the $10 instead! Haha... J.Es gave me a bag and so did A.Flora with $10 inside... K.Stev came too... And J.Es hijacked moi to go shoppin coz I was their discount card! Lolz... Oh, and J.Con n A.Gemma called from Aus!
I had a superb view of the sunset! Was gorgous but utterly glaring! And more frens sms moi after tt dinner to wish me... Lolz, had to keep figurin out who it was coz i didnt hav their names in there... There was Kenji, Kimon, Drew, Nicky and Ivan who msged me throughout... Lolz, Yupz, I had a great time... Especially with some idiots msgin moi...!
I'm still waitin for one prezzie dat i hope I'm gettin... Me keyboard! Lolz... I can't live without Music! I might hav hardly ani background on music but still, I luv it like crazy! Mum use to sae that when i was reali young, and troblesome, all she had to do was hum or sing or turn on some music and i will immediately be tamed! Wad a word to use but she said it! I wud automactically juz shutup and listen or sing along with it! I can't belive that was the lite gal tt i am! Lolz...
Sunday, July 18, 2004
Lolz... Hey! Its me bdae today! Hehehe... And I'm sweet 16! Yippie, now theres no stoppin moi from crashin some cool movies...
Spend yesterday evening with my mum, uncle cm and me two bros at Hotel Grand Haytt! The buffet was great! And i get to skip tuition too! Lolz... And Just gave me a sloppy kiss in the car for me bdae prezzie! Eww... Ah wellz, it's the thought that counts yea... Jul was bein a monster as usual, no diff... The only thing I regreat about yesterdae, is the lack of time to look for my prezzie. A brand new Keyboard! And Sam is gettin a full set of drum pads for his! Cool eh!
Hmm... The first person to wish me happi bdae was Tom, how sweet... Den Sam who wished me before throwing me out of bed, den Just who sang me a bdae song which deffinately woke me up! Went to mass alone this morn coz Sam had Cat class and I saw Nk... Wished me hapi bdae but still havent told me abt my prezzie... Prolly tmr... Juz came home and read a bdae card from Simon, pretty interesting I muz sae! There were a few ppl who wished me before sch ended on fridae, like Denise and Emo... Oh, and Ken msged moi too but i guess i was a little mean at that time... And Kenji too on msn though i can't remember when...I've have yet to hear from some of my frens... I juz want them to remember...
Will be goin to swensens later for dinner like the past few years... I love the place for the ice-cream, duh! Haha... wonder wad prezzies I'll be gettin... Some guy asked me odae, what does a beautiful gal want on her bdae... And at that split second, i answered silently... Why, a beautiful boy ofcoz... Lolz, sometimes i scare myself! But alas, wad i say silently remains silent...
Thx big guy! For all the roses and thorns for the past sixteen years... And thanks Jae, for always being there for me... Luv ya lots!
Spend yesterday evening with my mum, uncle cm and me two bros at Hotel Grand Haytt! The buffet was great! And i get to skip tuition too! Lolz... And Just gave me a sloppy kiss in the car for me bdae prezzie! Eww... Ah wellz, it's the thought that counts yea... Jul was bein a monster as usual, no diff... The only thing I regreat about yesterdae, is the lack of time to look for my prezzie. A brand new Keyboard! And Sam is gettin a full set of drum pads for his! Cool eh!
Hmm... The first person to wish me happi bdae was Tom, how sweet... Den Sam who wished me before throwing me out of bed, den Just who sang me a bdae song which deffinately woke me up! Went to mass alone this morn coz Sam had Cat class and I saw Nk... Wished me hapi bdae but still havent told me abt my prezzie... Prolly tmr... Juz came home and read a bdae card from Simon, pretty interesting I muz sae! There were a few ppl who wished me before sch ended on fridae, like Denise and Emo... Oh, and Ken msged moi too but i guess i was a little mean at that time... And Kenji too on msn though i can't remember when...I've have yet to hear from some of my frens... I juz want them to remember...
Will be goin to swensens later for dinner like the past few years... I love the place for the ice-cream, duh! Haha... wonder wad prezzies I'll be gettin... Some guy asked me odae, what does a beautiful gal want on her bdae... And at that split second, i answered silently... Why, a beautiful boy ofcoz... Lolz, sometimes i scare myself! But alas, wad i say silently remains silent...
Thx big guy! For all the roses and thorns for the past sixteen years... And thanks Jae, for always being there for me... Luv ya lots!
Thursday, July 15, 2004
Hehe... School... Not very the fun but still... Bio kinda rawks! Lolz... I thought I would actuali hate anything to do with human reproduction but Ms Yeong and our class juz makes it so fun! I can't imagine that she will actuali let us have a Q&A! Haha, imagine the questions we will ask! HEHE...
She kinda journeyed off from the textbook todae, talked about the menstrual cycle and how it smells! Lolz... It was funny! I didn't noe that the stench when we are fertile of bleeding could actuali be an attractions to guys! But I seriously think that nowadays, guys are too intolerant of all these... Haha, scardykitties!
Jeez, and I cant believe that intercourse during fertility or moon's blood will give the most sensations, I mean C'mon! Its either you get pregnant or have a messy intercourse... And she suggested plastic covers on bed first! Haha... I hope she answers my questions soon! I really wana noe wad and where the hell izzit!
She kinda journeyed off from the textbook todae, talked about the menstrual cycle and how it smells! Lolz... It was funny! I didn't noe that the stench when we are fertile of bleeding could actuali be an attractions to guys! But I seriously think that nowadays, guys are too intolerant of all these... Haha, scardykitties!
Jeez, and I cant believe that intercourse during fertility or moon's blood will give the most sensations, I mean C'mon! Its either you get pregnant or have a messy intercourse... And she suggested plastic covers on bed first! Haha... I hope she answers my questions soon! I really wana noe wad and where the hell izzit!
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
Blaugh! Wad da freak do I wanna write now?! I am so freaking irritated with my Chinese orals! I can hardly even think about anything else! And I never even think that anyone could actually speak liddat in orals... And especially of all people, not me! I mean I noe I totally suck at Chinese but wad came out of my mouth weren't even words! They were trembles! I couldn't even read a single sentence without trembling half the time in my seat! All hope of passing would be an utter miracle now!
Oh goodness, and I can't believe that guy still wana msg moi... I thought we kinda broke of all ties including acknowledging each other existence... And jeez... He still remember my bdae, that's pretty nice though... Lolz, and I cant believe I'm sayin this but I actually miss the gifts and love letters, real sweet and with a considerable amount of effort too... Man, I love his talent for such work... But no offence, I simply juz can't like him...
Ah... The joys of being profound... Knowing what the hell is going on around you yet not able to comprehend everything and use it to your advantage... Now, tell me how joyous is that?!
Oh goodness, and I can't believe that guy still wana msg moi... I thought we kinda broke of all ties including acknowledging each other existence... And jeez... He still remember my bdae, that's pretty nice though... Lolz, and I cant believe I'm sayin this but I actually miss the gifts and love letters, real sweet and with a considerable amount of effort too... Man, I love his talent for such work... But no offence, I simply juz can't like him...
Ah... The joys of being profound... Knowing what the hell is going on around you yet not able to comprehend everything and use it to your advantage... Now, tell me how joyous is that?!
Friday, July 09, 2004
Today... Finally get to hand over my position as head of catholic activities council... I'll miss the council, position, and teachers I guess... Lolz, my duties and the Ex-co too...
During mass, where my beloved council was up in the hall doing everything for the mass, I was downstairs with Ex-co waiting for parents of the next council to arrive and then, usher them to the hall... Oh what fun! Jeez, I almost died of boredom if not for the small chat we had at the spiral staircase... It was kinda fun and funni! We talked about anything and everything under the sun... JC N Poly, graduation, Christianity and tongues... Anything to be exact...
1st Reception: Took lots of shots with the new council... We gave them the brownies we made for them... so cute! Its was nice with the thing we printed for them... And Denise jus ate it with a few gobble! Gladys was feeling so hard for the brown guey thing... Hahaz... Both of them... Silly little fools... Love them lots...
2nd Reception: Tanabala came in with two $150 cakes...! It was awesome... The school gave us the old ex-co pandant each... It was crystal n each council had a differen design! I think this is one of the few times our school actually bothered to get us something this special and expensive... It was really good... Ming Feng's bdae was todae too...
Then, went down to swimming pool to see Nk, Lex, Nel n Ster... Lolz, they actually waited so long for me while i have a great time... Went to watch Mean Girls with Nk and Nel... Not bad, not bad at all! Headed home for tuition... That wasn't bad either... So far, another ordinary day...
During mass, where my beloved council was up in the hall doing everything for the mass, I was downstairs with Ex-co waiting for parents of the next council to arrive and then, usher them to the hall... Oh what fun! Jeez, I almost died of boredom if not for the small chat we had at the spiral staircase... It was kinda fun and funni! We talked about anything and everything under the sun... JC N Poly, graduation, Christianity and tongues... Anything to be exact...
1st Reception: Took lots of shots with the new council... We gave them the brownies we made for them... so cute! Its was nice with the thing we printed for them... And Denise jus ate it with a few gobble! Gladys was feeling so hard for the brown guey thing... Hahaz... Both of them... Silly little fools... Love them lots...
2nd Reception: Tanabala came in with two $150 cakes...! It was awesome... The school gave us the old ex-co pandant each... It was crystal n each council had a differen design! I think this is one of the few times our school actually bothered to get us something this special and expensive... It was really good... Ming Feng's bdae was todae too...
Then, went down to swimming pool to see Nk, Lex, Nel n Ster... Lolz, they actually waited so long for me while i have a great time... Went to watch Mean Girls with Nk and Nel... Not bad, not bad at all! Headed home for tuition... That wasn't bad either... So far, another ordinary day...
Thursday(yesterdae): Lolz... I guess I'm always fashionably late... We had school again... duh! But today, it wasn't so bad... Bio was so cool! Mrs young: Today, we'll continue with the lesson of reproduction in plants...
Elicia: huh... again...?!
Mrs Y: What do u mean again?! How often do you do it?!
Pris(sitting at the other end): Everyday...!
Whole class: Lolz... (Most prob with tani buni)
Ms Y(so mean!): Lolz... Elicia... Why do they always tease you so much?! Do you have a sign "swan me" ova your head or wad?!
Elicia burries her head... and whole class laughed..
Ms Y: Melissa... Can you please tell me the difference between pollination and fertilization..?
Melissa(Stands up): Pollination is the transfer of the male gamete from the the anther to the stigma, while fertilization is the process after that...
Whole class: Lolz... (And poor melissa looked so surprise! She didn't get it... So cute...)
Denise (the gal on my left): Esther, lend me ur paper..... Esther, a plant disperse by animal... Apple?!
Esther (gal on my right): Lolz... I reali dono what to write!
Moi: Mimosa?! Touch me not?! Love grass?! (Me shove the paper to Denise...
moi(retort): Esther's prolly carying one with her right now... Might grow into a tree above her head... See, thats why she thinks apples disperse by animalz!
(the two idiots beside me): cudnt stop laughin!
Elicia: huh... again...?!
Mrs Y: What do u mean again?! How often do you do it?!
Pris(sitting at the other end): Everyday...!
Whole class: Lolz... (Most prob with tani buni)
Ms Y(so mean!): Lolz... Elicia... Why do they always tease you so much?! Do you have a sign "swan me" ova your head or wad?!
Elicia burries her head... and whole class laughed..
Ms Y: Melissa... Can you please tell me the difference between pollination and fertilization..?
Melissa(Stands up): Pollination is the transfer of the male gamete from the the anther to the stigma, while fertilization is the process after that...
Whole class: Lolz... (And poor melissa looked so surprise! She didn't get it... So cute...)
Denise (the gal on my left): Esther, lend me ur paper..... Esther, a plant disperse by animal... Apple?!
Esther (gal on my right): Lolz... I reali dono what to write!
Moi: Mimosa?! Touch me not?! Love grass?! (Me shove the paper to Denise...
moi(retort): Esther's prolly carying one with her right now... Might grow into a tree above her head... See, thats why she thinks apples disperse by animalz!
(the two idiots beside me): cudnt stop laughin!
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
Monday: I can't believe I woke up at 5.17a.m.! I oughta screw myself! Though I don't think that's possible... And the bloody jerk who was harassing moi the whole night! Eww...! Ok, maybe not screw him... It will prolly be his utter pleasure... The point still is hat I missed the whole match! lolz... But at least I have enough rest for basketball and badminton after that!
It was hell fun! The court was empty so me and Lex took turns shooting with one ball... I like the ball, it's still in good condition ever since we bought it... Mayb that's becoz we don't play very often, hehe... But the red stripes contrast beautifully with the black, a nice combo...! When either of us is taking the ball, the other is playin bad with Nk... Ok, a basketball court is not the perfect place to play bad, considering it was windy that day... It was even drizzling before, but it died down the moment we reached the court! Cool harz!
Lex was pickin up skill again, Not bad... And I offered Nk that a possibly 10 baskets will earn a treat for branch that day... I guess Nk gave up too easily... So not long after, we got worn out and we sat at the void deck and chatted about alot of stuff, I wish they would actually bother to listen and understand what I get at sometimes when I get all profound like. Went to that Roti Prata Stall we missed alot... Lolz, as usual, I never finish my curry so the both helped me whack and then We zhao home, to complete HW!
Tuesday(todae): Resume school and was simply lethargic! Survived it and hope will continue to do so... Lolz, the El'Pundas created a frenster account for Mr. Tan... What a joke, although it was simply mean, it's still damn funny! I can't believe Mr. Tan ask us to write our own testimonials! No offence but only something like 4.7 would actually be eager to do it... Self-praise and ego boost is a no prob for them... But so is pettiness! lolz...
It was hell fun! The court was empty so me and Lex took turns shooting with one ball... I like the ball, it's still in good condition ever since we bought it... Mayb that's becoz we don't play very often, hehe... But the red stripes contrast beautifully with the black, a nice combo...! When either of us is taking the ball, the other is playin bad with Nk... Ok, a basketball court is not the perfect place to play bad, considering it was windy that day... It was even drizzling before, but it died down the moment we reached the court! Cool harz!
Lex was pickin up skill again, Not bad... And I offered Nk that a possibly 10 baskets will earn a treat for branch that day... I guess Nk gave up too easily... So not long after, we got worn out and we sat at the void deck and chatted about alot of stuff, I wish they would actually bother to listen and understand what I get at sometimes when I get all profound like. Went to that Roti Prata Stall we missed alot... Lolz, as usual, I never finish my curry so the both helped me whack and then We zhao home, to complete HW!
Tuesday(todae): Resume school and was simply lethargic! Survived it and hope will continue to do so... Lolz, the El'Pundas created a frenster account for Mr. Tan... What a joke, although it was simply mean, it's still damn funny! I can't believe Mr. Tan ask us to write our own testimonials! No offence but only something like 4.7 would actually be eager to do it... Self-praise and ego boost is a no prob for them... But so is pettiness! lolz...
Sunday, July 04, 2004
I cant believe the night of the blackout, I was writing a blog... Now I totally forgot what I wanted to write... Ah wellz... I guess I've to write another...
Hmm... I went for the Holy Trin's confirmation today... It wasn't bad except the stuffy mass... I don't understand why the place is built in such a way that limits off space. There's this thing in the middle of the area like a big glassed up whole that is taking all of the space up. I don't even know whats that for... It's so zho dang... N blocking people's view too! Plus, I know the painted the place white so it'll look big... But the white so don't go with the design around it... Its like a miss-match. The stain glass was so nice and so were the artificial fire lights, but the white wall juz spoils it!
And after that I followed the El'Pundas and Zens to one of their homes... Pris! And we had a nice lunch, Pris' mum sure can cook! Nasi Briani, although I practically couldn't eat anything coz it was all spicy, the food was still great! Especially the fried prawns! Then, I went home with Zens and we talked abit... Zens will be goin to Boston soon, if she manages to pass the entrance exam... It'll be good for her... To have an experience and maybe to be with her sis... But it would be a longer trip back to Jakarta...
When I was walking home after I dropped from the bus, something weird happen... I don't know if I shud sae this here but I think it's pretty fine since this blog is private enuff... Only people who are pretty close to me gets it...
I was almost coming out of the sheltered area next to the market when I spotted this guy of the corner of my eye... He was walking facing me diagonally but a fair amount of distance infront. He stared as he walked pass... I thought it was a casual glance but even as he was already walking out of my path, he flipped his head to return his gaze and even stumbled a few steps back to have like a "double look". I know it sounds crazy and I too ignored it, but what came next can't be justified...
So I ignored him and walked straight, heading to my block... But things didn't fare any beta... He followed... From the corner of my eye, he came from behind me and walked a distance away but considered next to me... Then up till the line of shops before my block, I got a little freaked and started speeding up... And so did he... I mean, he was heading in the other opposite direction before but now, he was right beside me goin where I'm goin...
Then as I was heading up that small slope towards the sheltered pathway, he came up, cut me short and started talking... Now if he was some salesman, atleast I could brush him away, but what he said next, threw me off guard! Hi, I'm ... Can we be frens?! Then I was already hesitating! He asked me where I stayed and I actually looked around when my block was right infront of me...! Man I was frightened! He asked for my contact and I again, hesitated, but in the end, gave it so he wont bother me...
But that wasn't the last I heard of him... Infact, it was onli the beginning! He literally smsed and told me he liked me! What a total stranger! Now I'm so screwed... I mean although this isn't the first time I've bees stalked, this was still weird... I mean, he's a total stranger! At least, I knew the other guy... Oh jezz, now I cant sleep!
Hmm... I went for the Holy Trin's confirmation today... It wasn't bad except the stuffy mass... I don't understand why the place is built in such a way that limits off space. There's this thing in the middle of the area like a big glassed up whole that is taking all of the space up. I don't even know whats that for... It's so zho dang... N blocking people's view too! Plus, I know the painted the place white so it'll look big... But the white so don't go with the design around it... Its like a miss-match. The stain glass was so nice and so were the artificial fire lights, but the white wall juz spoils it!
And after that I followed the El'Pundas and Zens to one of their homes... Pris! And we had a nice lunch, Pris' mum sure can cook! Nasi Briani, although I practically couldn't eat anything coz it was all spicy, the food was still great! Especially the fried prawns! Then, I went home with Zens and we talked abit... Zens will be goin to Boston soon, if she manages to pass the entrance exam... It'll be good for her... To have an experience and maybe to be with her sis... But it would be a longer trip back to Jakarta...
When I was walking home after I dropped from the bus, something weird happen... I don't know if I shud sae this here but I think it's pretty fine since this blog is private enuff... Only people who are pretty close to me gets it...
I was almost coming out of the sheltered area next to the market when I spotted this guy of the corner of my eye... He was walking facing me diagonally but a fair amount of distance infront. He stared as he walked pass... I thought it was a casual glance but even as he was already walking out of my path, he flipped his head to return his gaze and even stumbled a few steps back to have like a "double look". I know it sounds crazy and I too ignored it, but what came next can't be justified...
So I ignored him and walked straight, heading to my block... But things didn't fare any beta... He followed... From the corner of my eye, he came from behind me and walked a distance away but considered next to me... Then up till the line of shops before my block, I got a little freaked and started speeding up... And so did he... I mean, he was heading in the other opposite direction before but now, he was right beside me goin where I'm goin...
Then as I was heading up that small slope towards the sheltered pathway, he came up, cut me short and started talking... Now if he was some salesman, atleast I could brush him away, but what he said next, threw me off guard! Hi, I'm ... Can we be frens?! Then I was already hesitating! He asked me where I stayed and I actually looked around when my block was right infront of me...! Man I was frightened! He asked for my contact and I again, hesitated, but in the end, gave it so he wont bother me...
But that wasn't the last I heard of him... Infact, it was onli the beginning! He literally smsed and told me he liked me! What a total stranger! Now I'm so screwed... I mean although this isn't the first time I've bees stalked, this was still weird... I mean, he's a total stranger! At least, I knew the other guy... Oh jezz, now I cant sleep!