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Report books are coming out today... Freaked?! I can't begin to explain! Ooh man.. Does anyone know how hard it is to concentrate on work when both your Dad and bro are playing on the comp?! Daddy has been playing warcraft non-stop the pass few days and Sam?! He even got a members acount for his game! Blaugh! This sux! When both the males are locked on to games, the gal always gets left out! Even with my couz its all the same...! But once in a while, I get to show them who's da man! Lolz...

Tell me truly! Do I seem anything like a boy or be any part of the male species to any of you?! No?! Then why does that gal keep buggin me?! Pissin it so is! C'mon! Even if the other gal shows no interest in you and happens to be a damn close friend of mine... There is still no reason for you or for the matter of fact, anyone! To take it out on me in the most disgusting of ways! Freak off man girl!

Sheesh! I have enuff of that! I gotta talk about something else before I turn sick! I know... I wanna watch Shrek2! I think pussy is so cute! And what more can I say about Antonio Banderas and Eddie Murphy?! Hahaz... Anything that looks like a ball of fur is classified Adorable! But there are exceptions! And Troy ought to be good too! Van Helsing was downright cool! Story line and play was so interesting... But I still can't help smiling about the number of coincidences! It was simply numerous!

Exams... Are totally out of the question! Straight forward and simply crapified! And I have nuffin else to sae!

Chinese O's is coming and I'm completely stressed out! All I simply want is juz a pass done well! Is it too much to ask?! Most people can simply pass and get a B while I have to slave even to get a D! Like how unfair is that?! But now I have tuition everyday for two weeks before the 31st... Lolz, is this desperate or what?! Well I am desperate! Juz to pass incase I happen to unexpectedly accidentally knowingly flunk any other subs! I could use that as a back up!

Seriously! I juz gotta have more focus and self-discipline! I simply juz can't study! Pissin isn't it?! Listening to the hours of work all my friends do to pass their time gives me the goose bumps! It gets me sick and thinkin "what's up with me man?!" Boy, I feel deprived of a sense of will-power on work! At least I have better sense for everything else! *snicker*

Can u believe it?! We got locked out of our own house today! Hahaha... It was really uncalled for! As soon as Uncle CM stopped the car, Mum asked who got the key! And nobody answered! Haha... Then she started asking uncle and kaka, but they all replied no... Haha, and mummy was like oh no! Shit! Haha... She checked her palm top to see if she had Ah gu's number, but no...

So Sam had to climb over the fence and Uncle went to ask the neighbour for a ladder... We had noticed one of the first room window on the second floor was open so we intended Sam to climb through and open the front door for us... At first Sam didn't want to, he said he was afraid of heights! Kaka wanted to do it but I don't think she could have fit through it and everyone agreed also. I wanted to do it if Sam couldn't but he would obviously be better coz of his size, but I think I could have done it too! But nonetheless, we got the ladder and he did it with Uncle me and kaka supporting it.

And yes!
He made it in! Haha! So he came to the front door and opened it for us! Wow, I'm impressed with him... Overcoming his fears like that and doing what he is needed to do! Haha... He probably won't know this, but I'm proud of him! He is a bloody jerk most of the time but in minute ways, show that he is still somewhat human...

There are some people I love and hate so much, I feel I could die! I can't tell whether I love him because I hate him, or hate him because I love him! Its a complex feeling but I feel it a lot! Especially to people whom I really care about, It hurts so bad, but I can't help it! Its the way I was meant to be created, that I know. I have such a deep insight, sometimes it sux! Was I meant to be so understanding but yet not understood?! How can this be fair?!

Laugh... It's a contagious thing. Smile... It's a beautiful dream. Cry... It's a wonderful expression. Hug... It's a comforted wing. Pray... It's a blessed wish. Dance... It's a freedom to move. Sing... It's a gift of feelings. Jae...

Crazy as it seems, life meant nothin' to me
Everywhere I turn, I see lifeless human beings
So tell me what's the difference between dead and alive
Cause I rather be dead than living in a lifeless world
But suddenly things changed when an Angel heard my cry
And even then I didn't Know who you were
You brought me back to life when you showed me your love
So i found out life could be a precious dream

Out of the blue, you appeared in my world
Bringin' a light to my life in the darkness
You taught me how, to live life to the fullest
Making every breath I take, sparking with emotion
Cause you, came out of the blue...

We were two strangers from two different places
That complement each other in our own special areas
You made me dream beyond my limitations
And I had taught you how to sing with your heart
you gave me courage to do what it takes
To change the world in my own little way
Baby I could not have done it without you
You were the only thing that I cant live without

Out of the blue, you appeared in my world
Bringin' a light to my life in the darkness
You taught me how, to live life to the fullest
Making every breath I take, sparkling with excitement
Cause you, came out of the blue...